Monday 16 April 2012

Brightside -Indiegogo campaign

Please donate to support the documentary we've been working on. We need to finish it and get it out to festivals which is expensive business. go to http://www.indiegogo.com/Brightside We have about 45 days to raise what we need. 

Saturday 14 April 2012

Film festvials, pushing boundries and moving forward!.


Ok, Brightside enters another few film festivals this week. I am holding my breath! So exciting! Brightside is now ready for promotion. We have set up a crowd funding campaign to push it further. For me this is the most difficult part of the journey. So far, we have self –funded the project entirely. Going public is not something that comes natural to me. I have embraced myself for the long haul. Filming was the easiest part to this process. Promotion in the next few months will prove difficult.
I am not made of steel. Certain things will get to me. What really saddens me is when people pass judgement on you and yet they know nothing about your life.  I know we are all guilty of this, but there is a limit. My crew and I have been working extremely hard to get Brightside out there.  Every spare minute I have is spent trying to promote Brightside wherever possible. Sometimes, my children want something and I have to stall them to deal with Brightside. Fortunately, I have great children Mash- Allah who are patient with me. I love them to bits!
As a newcomer to the Industry I have made many mistakes along the way. Trust me some of these blunders have been pretty cringe-worthy! A bit like being on “You’ve been framed!” lol! Yes, in those moments I wished the ground had swallowed me up! Hey! It doesn’t last though! Again, I learnt from my errors, still learning and moving on. You have to be woman enough to take it!
 As a Muslim woman entering the Film Industry has been difficult to get used to. Clair and the rest of my crew have been brilliant. However, certain individuals will try to bring you down. For me to prove filmmaking is a respectable profession for Muslim woman is my ongoing challenge. There are some who still believe women shouldn’t be working at all. That's fine, people are entitled to their opinions. What people don’t realise is the invisible barrier I am trying to break through. It is hard to explain unless you come from a certain cultural background. My job is to keep getting the message out there and staying strong :)
So my little tip- if you thinking of going into filmmaking then you must be ready for what comes with it. There will be some good surprises, difficult decisions, and hard times ahead. It’s all part of the learning process. Don’t lose heart, chin up and keep going. That’s what it’s all about.
 Other news, I’ve been working with Eemaan on a short film project “Contentment” (10mins) to enter for a film competition. I was mentoring her and had the position of assistant director. I am amazed at what Eemaan picked up while filming. She is a natural! lol!  We hope to send her short to film festivals soon. 
Before I forget,I am posting my interview (Women & Work) with Leicester Business Women in regards to International Women's Day. Ok keep you posted:)